Gentleness

By Hazel Holland

I painted this watercolor without any picture in front of me, and I just let the colors run where they wanted to.  Only recently have I begun doing this kind of painting, so it is still very new to me.  But it is so rewarding and so much fun, because I never know where it will lead, and what the picture will look like when I'm finished.

Most people don't know the struggle I often go through when I pick up the brush to paint... Most of the time I have no idea how to do what I feel called to to.  So I'm very dependent upon the Spirit to guide me as I paint, and in my choice of subject matter. 

That's why I pray as I paint.  I follow the leading of the Holy Spirit as I sense that perhaps God has something to say to someone through my paintings.  All I know is that I want the world to know how high and how low, how deep and how wide is the love of God for even the vilest of sinners.  And if I can convey something about His love and goodness towards us in my paintings then that is what I want to do.♥

See link: Be Harmless As Doves

Heart Gardens

By Hazel Holland

I'm practicing painting flowers for greeting cards with

 wet colored tissue paper and water soluble crayons.

Petie

By Hazel Holland

 An oil painting I did years ago of Petie... 
my sweet feathered friend.♥

A Cure For Anxiety

By Hazel Holland

It was great to see a blue sky and sunshine today.  Although it's 25 degrees outside these grateful sparrows are basking in the sunlight after feeding on the breadcrumbs and birdseed that I put out for them.  Now that their tummies are full they're preening their feathers and sunning themselves!

As I watched these birds I couldn't help but be reminded of this familiar Scripture...  "Look at the birds of the air, that they do not sow, nor reap nor gather into barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not worth much more than they?"  Matthew 6:26

I hope that this word picture today can be a cure for the anxiety we experience at times about God taking care of our temporal needs. ♥

Chickadees & Juncos

By Hazel Holland

I was able to get pictures of a couple of black-capped chickadees eating suet today.  Then quite unexpectedly some snow juncos flew into a nearby tree and I got several good shots of them.  Seemed like this snow junco was making sure the next door neighbor's cat was out of sight before he flew down to inspect the other bird feeder. :-)

Black-capped Chickadees

Snow Junco

More Feathered Friends

By Hazel Holland

We had another four or five inches of snow last night, so I was out shoveling my driveway again this morning until my fingers became numb!  This cold weather sure does bring out all kinds of birds in search of food.  

Today I noticed some new feathered friends joined the community of starlings and sparrows that I feed.  I like to think they're doves, because they remind me of the morning doves that I use to feed back in California...  But I'll have to admit these birds do look more like pigeons...  

Yesterday I was successful in getting several pictures of a red flicker.  At first I saw him crammed inside my wrought iron bird feeder outside my back door, but he had moved by the time I got my camera and was standing on the chain link fence ready to take off for the suet feeder in the front yard.  

Since he's so much bigger than the other birds, he was having a hard time holding on to the ledge in order to eat the suet.  Then a helpful starling stopped by to show him how to do the balancing act.  It was rather comical, and for a moment I thought both birds were going to fall off the feeder! 

I wonder what new feathered friends will visit my bird feeders tomorrow? ♥

Whether doves or pigeons... they're gentle birds. 

They don't hog food and shove other birds out of the way like starlings do. 

Starlings and sparrows waiting for me to bring out the food!

Every morning it looks like this as soon as the food appears!

By the time I got my camera this flicker had vacated his position
 inside the wrought iron bird feeder and was perched on the fence.

Next stop for this red flicker is the suet, but
he's having a hard time holding on to the ledge.

 Until a helpful starling offers to show him how to do the balancing act!

Gifts From The Heart

By Hazel Holland

The last few hours before my move were unforgettable.  Even though I had sold more than half of my household furniture and furnishings, and most of my garden furniture and tools, it seemed that I still had too much stuff to fit on the moving truck...

While I was in the house packing last minute things, and the neighbor guys were loading the truck, Ashley, a young friend of mine who I had met a couple of weeks earlier at one of my yard sales, showed up. I had momentarily forgotten that she had volunteered to go to the store for me, and now she was apologizing for taking so long as she handed me a beautifully wrapped gift along with a roll of packaging tape that she knew I needed.  

She was a student at the nearby college, and since the new quarter was still a couple of weeks away, she had been coming over daily to help me with chores.  If I needed to run an errand, or needed a burrito because it was hours since I had eaten, or just needed help deciding what should be done next on the list, she was there.

Day after day I had been amazed by her genuine kindness as she helped me with cleaning, and rearranging the tables of items for sale so that they would look more attractive to customers.  She was always cheerful and optimistic.  An angel that God sent at just the right time.

Since I knew she was interested in purchasing a number of my "antiques", but was on a limited budget, I had given her some of my treasures in return for the help she had so willingly given me.  Now she was here again volunteering to help me one last time.  But I was so distracted by all the last minute details that I forgot about my friend's offer until I noticed that the guys who were supposed to be loading the truck were standing around instead of working.

It was then that I learned that Ashley was holding up the loading and packing process.  She had told the neighbor guys who were packing the truck that she had experience in packing moving trucks also.  So she had wormed her way into the middle of the half-packed truck, and was re-arranging the boxes and furniture to make more room for more stuff.

To make a long story short...  Although my friend, Ashley, had only wanted to help, she had made the packing process more difficult.  Now a huge gaping, cave-like hole that was about 4 feet square and 7 feet high was in the middle of the truck!  This hole needed to be filled in with furniture and boxes or everything would come crashing down once the truck moved.  The only problem was that the two guys I had hired to pack the truck could not get through the narrow opening to the cave-like hole.  Only I could.

So it became my job to try and re-arrange the furniture and boxes above and around me so that the cave-like hole would be filled in.  It was either that or spend another 4 hours having the guys unload and repack the truck.  Since it was already late into the evening and the guys were hot and tired, I could see that they were not anxious to stretch out this packing operation until midnight.  Neither was I.  Besides I didn't want to have to pay them more money for the extra time it would take to unload and repack the truck.  It would later become obvious that was not a wise decision for me to have made...

Three days later when I arrived at my destination and proceeded to open the back of the truck, an avalanche of last minute items that I thought had been tightly wedged in came crashing down upon me!  I could see that a shelf to a bookcase had split into pieces, and that some of the boxes that had been packed further back in the truck had been flung forward at precarious angles.  I wondered how the rest of my stuff had fared? 

I soon discovered that some of my furniture had dents and quite a few scratches here and there, but none of my good china or glassware was broken.  Even my oil and watercolor paintings that I had carefully packed survived the trip with no broken frames.

However, there was one unsightly gouge in the top of my antique dining table that made me feel bad for just a moment.  But then I quickly decided that I would cover it with a cloth until I could repair it.  Luckily it was still usable. At least the legs weren't broken. 

But then I discovered that the back legs to my living room chair were bent at a strange angle.  You couldn't sit in it without it tipping over backwards.  So I placed a couple of pieces of wood under the back of the chair to support it and take the weight off of the bent legs.  Obviously those legs were going to have to be replaced if the chair was ever going to be functional again.

Well, the other day as I passed by the Ace Hardware store in town, I decided to stop by and check to see if they had replacement legs for my chair.  Since none of the other hardware stores in town carried chair legs, I was delighted they did, and I hurried home to measure the size I would need.

Then the strangest thing happened.  When I turned the chair over to measure the length of the back legs I discovered that the legs were no longer bent!  They were as straight and sturdy as the front ones, and I couldn't wiggle them like I had been able to before.  So I took the wood props away that had been holding up the back of the chair and sat down in it.  For the first time in three months it didn't tip or lean over.  The legs were as good as new!  This was a miracle! 

But how could this possibly happen?  I have no idea!  How can two crooked chair legs that are bent at a 45-degree angle revert back to their original straight position after three months of rest?  Seems impossible to me.  Maybe someone who knows more about the properties of wood than I do would have some answers...

All I know is that throughout this whole moving ordeal, I kept reminding myself that people are more important than things.  So when I discovered the other day that the legs to my chair had been "healed" I knew that God was dealing with more than the "lame" legs of my chair.  He was showing me heart issues that He wanted to heal.

Things can always be replaced with other things, but people can't!  Stuff can be replaced, but people are what really matter in our lives.  Showing love and kindness and forgiveness to others when they make mistakes or poor decisions is important, because we all make mistakes and poor decisions at times.  I know I do. 

So I want to thank my friend, Ashley, for the gift she gave me... not just the beautiful stationary and candy bar, but the gift of her time and her heart.  I want her to know that she really matters in my life, and that I will never forget what she taught me during the time we spent together those last few days.  Her unconditional love often gave me the strength to stand when my legs were ready to drop from exhaustion. 

But more than anything else I want the shame that I saw on Ashley's face that day when she climbed out of the moving truck and headed for her car...to be healed.  I want her to know that her acts of love and kindness towards me far outweigh any mistakes she made that day.  I want her to know that she is covered by love, and that I value her as a person and am proud to know her and call her my friend. ♥